museboxonahill | I tell you to leave while pulling you near.

He had been seeing Wren for a few months now, bit by bit the shallow talking had become deeper and deeper. As much as he didn't want to at first more and more he was realizing just how much he did enjoy her company. The way she smiled, her hair falling nto her face. She was a stunning person. This particular night he'd picked her up like he often did when they were going to spend time together. He asked her to dress nicely for this particular date, he had rented out the entire restaurant of one of the nicest places in the city.

It was more so they could talk and enjoy a conversation with out the the noise of others around them. Just the staff that was usually there. When she had asked where the bathroom was he pointed it out and politely stood as she left the table to head that way. He had just barely ordered drinks when all hell broke loose.

The fight left the table a wreck and much of the area where they were seated. Kim stood alone the bloodied forms of five men laying strewn across every which way. He leaned down to pick up a napkin to wipe blood from the corner of his own mouth and was wiping blood off his knuckles. This... this would be the end of things. He was as scared as he had ever been, this had to end. he had to let her go.

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Choosing to sit up and finish the sandwich, she nudged the lotion in his direction. "It helps with the chafing. But I'm good! Delightfully sore, of course." And satisfied, tired, energized... She was a ball of excitement that she was trying to settle down so a few hours of sleep could be had. But she couldn't help watching him as she chewed, her expression a cross between smitten and enamored.

"You look so beautiful like that." All fucked out. It almost made her want to climb him again, sensibilities be damned.

Kim was just watching her finish the sandwich, laid back like a lazy cat. Sure he noticed her watching him and gave her a soft smile.

" Really? Don't you know how arrogant an artist commenting on the beauty of their own work sounds?" he said the corner of his lip curling upward. He did reach for the lotion putting some on his hands and rubbing them together to warm the lotion before slathering up his sore dick.

Once he hand the situation of fire crotch down to a gentle roar he sat up looking to her. " Hey.." he started in a soft gentle tone. " You know I do love you right?"

"At least I have an expert here pointing it out," she teased back lightly, scrunching up her nose in the process. Once he had dealt with the lotion, she had finished her sandwich and drink, perking up slightly as she listened to him. Expression softening, she reached out to cup his cheek.

"I do, Kimhan. You've been saying it with every breath, look, and touch. You don't need to say the actual word for me to know." She tried her best to be as open and comforting to his confession but there was still a tiny bit of chill deep inside. Who opened a conversation like that without the intention of dropping a bomb on the other?

" Good, because I am not very good with actually saying things I feel. Even if I write songs for a living and sing all about feelings." leaning his head into her hand " I wanted to say it before I sink back into my shell again." he looked to her. " Unfortunately, I don't have the luxury of being this version of me all the time, in fact hardly ever. If we do this together, it's going to be hard for you sometimes, and scary and sometimes you may not hear from me for days at a time. And sometimes it's going to feel like I am an icy asshole, but just remember that has nothing to do with you. Even if I can't say things the right way, even if I screw up, which I will, and make you cry...it's you I will always come back to when the choice is mine."

He brought his hand up brushing a lock of her curly damp hair back away from her face. Letting his fingers trail down the length of hair before leaning back onto the pillow. " Using the bathroom is going to suck so bad for us for a few days." he said looking to the ceiling.

"I'm not perfect either," she agreed quietly, watching him ease back into bed. "We'll take it day by day. That's all any of us can do. But I will try not to worry too much, and kiss your boo-boos when you do return. Besides, I'm pretty used to that prickly asshole shell, even more so now that I know without a doubt of the sweet, gooey center inside."

It wasn't going to be easy and it was going to take a lot of work between the both of them. She was ready for it. "I'm ready for all of it, really. I know things aren't going to be normal. But I'm not normal either, so I think it'll be fine. We can make of it the way we need to in order to thrive. And it doesn't matter if no one else thinks it's okay. As long as we do right by each other, that's all that matters."

Settling down next to Kim, she leaned in closer but not draping herself over him. His next subject had her groaning softly. "Yeah, I know. We should both hope it's just irritation and not a full on infection. Can you imagine going to the doctor to say, 'I had mind blowing sex for half the night and couldn't resist even though I knew I'd get friction burns because of it'?"

" No one is, but you? You're perfect to me. Flaws and all." he said looking to her from his spot on the bed. " Maybe sweet, but there is salt in there too." but the depth of the salt with his family was a story for another time. Tonight they had already crossed a lot of bridges that he was certain he would never be able to before.

He brought his arm around her chuckling. " If it got to that point to where I would have to explain to a doctor, I would just grin proudly and tell them that my girlfriend enjoys fire play and my cock made an amazing torch." grinning to her " Go big or go home right?"

She easily filled in the gap, snuggling in as his arm went around her. The fact that 'girlfriend' came so easily to him had her doing cartwheels in her head. "Your cock does make an amazing torch," she purred, unable to stop from pressing her hips against his. "It's divine, just like you." Wren meant every word of it. In her eyes, he was ravishing and she felt completely at his mercy without it being stifling. "You hit all the right spots and I love that about you, too."

He gave a low chuckle. " Well, it is kind of red and glowing right now." he said looking to her. " I learn something new about you every day. I think that is really cool." leaning in to kiss her forehead and bring his hand around to lightly smack her butt cheek as she wiggled.

" You're sexy, and know just the perfect amount of filthy in the bed room but classy on the streets. You can go to a fancy dinner and I know that afterwards you are down if I pin you against a wall and rip off your panties." he smiled a soft little smile " I really love you and everything about you."

"And I love you too," she answered back after squeaking appropriately from the butt smack. "I'm glad that your persona is just that. And I've been given the honor to see who you are. And what I've seen is so precious, like water in the desert. I want to keep that safe and protected for all time."

Seriousness set aside, she smirked. "Definitely have no issue with the pinning up against the wall and just taking me like that. I liked that. Very hot."

There was a half a smirk on his face. " No, that is my job to make sure I keep myself." he said hugging her to him a little tighter. " It's yours to tell me when I am being a dick head."

The half smirk turned into a little chuckle. " Really? I wouldn't have guessed at all." he said winking to her.

As she melted into the hug, Wren couldn't help but snort at what her job was. "If that's the case I'm going to lose my voice within the week. And of course, you couldn't have guessed! That's my secret power. Being sneaky like that."

Still. She was still in awe that she had finally gotten his brain to comprehend what she wanted and what he meant to her. Graduation week was going to be nothing but a stupid blur as her thoughts were going to center on Kim and what he was doing on tour. Knowing she needed to settle her brain for some shut eye, Wren resorted to closing her eyes and nuzzling his jaw softly, going as far as adding gentle teeth while her nails scratched at his scalp.

He wasn't quite sure if it was suddenly or gradually that everything changed. But it had, and he would need to adjust his life to those changes. He didn't see much issue with doing that since he pretty much did as he wished most of the time anyway. One of the perks of being a mafia prince. Chan might be a little issue but at the end of it, it was Kim's way or none at all as far as his involvement in family business.

" Get some sleep." he said after some moments of silence and he teething his jaw. " They will bang on the door to get us out of here in a few hours." he said into her hair placing a kiss to her head before also closing his eyes to try and rest a little while.

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